No easy way to say this...

[fireguzzi]

Thanks you guys. Don't really know what to say other then I appreciate all of your concern. FYI Harley (yes i named my son Harley) is taking it really hard but is showing that he is accepting it and truly mourning and not in denial. This means to me that he will be ok eventually. He is an intelligent caring little boy and I think he will get through this as well as can be.

Thanks everyone
Trevor

[sapaul]

Fireguzzi, please mourn too as this is the best way to deal with grief. I am truly sorry for your loss and my wish is that both you and Harley can find peace. I am sure that your wife would want you to be happy. As I type I am sending lots of white light your way and invite everyone else to do the same. Stay strong, the happy memories last the longest.

[RideN]

Fireguzzi,
Although I am farely new to this forum, I wanted to send my condolences to you and your son. I cannot imagine the pain and sorrow you have had to deal with, especially at this time of year. Our prayers to you in your time of sorrow.

[pchast]

Our prayers are with you at this time.

[fireguzzi]

Julie's funeral was yesterday. I believe that that was the longest day of my life. My son, her siblings, and I picked out a song each we wanted to play and we all just couldn't stop crying through all of them. I honestly can't even remember anything else that was said after the songs. Maybe it will come back to me later.

Ive been dreaming about her some. I was fighting some guy with fireplace tools to protect her in one of them. We were riding some sort of train together in another. Now I have some time to chill so maybe I can start thinking and mourning her while Im awake. Still got lots of legal crap to deal with but that can wait till after christmas. I just want to stay home and think right now.

Julie got SSI her whole lofe for disability so that should get transfered over to Harley until he's 20 something considering he goes to collage. And lets not forget the 250 dollor check i'll get.....yeah that'll help with the $8k funeral.

ok ok Im just rambling. thanks everyone for your comments and thoughts.

Trevor

[Thumper]

Oh man, I am so, so sorry...

[Wrider]

What can we do to help buddy?

[fireguzzi]

Not a thing buddy.
Unless of course you find that triple.
Everyone's comments are good enough for me. Yous guys feel like good friends even though we've never met and it feels good to have yous guys support.

[Arnaud]

So far from Georgia, I share the pain and sorrow you have to deal with. Your beloved Julie will be still alive, so longer you and Harley will remind her and the happy life I'm sure you've got with her.

[totalmotorcycle]

Yous guys feel like good friends even though we've never met and it feels good to have yous guys support.

This is definitely one of the things that makes the Total Motorcycle community unique in this world. We really care for our members because we believe that the TMW community is like a family.

We're really happy to have you a part of the community. And again, so sorry for your loss. We are all behind you.



Mike