So my hand basically has been saying "I want to operate a clutch!!!"tortus wrote: the real injury is my left hand. i have a very deep cut on it, it looks like someone stabbed me, before the stitches it was like a tunnel going into my hand. my left hand is extremely swollen and is in intense pain now. I can juuust barely wiggle my fingers and i can start to make a fist if I'm willing to accept a lot of pain.

If I had a bike, I could totally ride it right now, no problem. (But even so, I will take it very easy at first and probably still won't ride for a while yet)
So tomorrow I'm going into the shop to see how well they are fixing my bike, OR if they do decide it's totaled (it's on the borderline) get a new bike.
I hope to be riding in a week or two, that should give me enough time to deal with the bike side of things and let my hand go (hopefully) all the way to 100%
But with a newfound respect for what the road can do to you if you fall off your ride