was a bit scary unloading it and actually looking at it in my driveway. Did I really do this? Am I up to this? Is my father in law right that I'm an irresponsible father and husband for riding a bike?
arrrggh.
I shoved all that into the back of my brain, locked it up, pulled up my overpants, put on my jacket, boots, gloves, and, of course, helmet, and made myself get on the bike.
BEST 30 mintues of my LIFE (well, alone anyway). practiced uphills, reintroduced myself to counter steering and turning, began to get the feel for the friction zone of my new friend, It got dark but didn't want to come home quite yet, and actually ventured out onto a road with a few cars, some long curves, and the ocean view. TOTALLY surprised at how strongly I could smell the ocean - I'm usually in a car and it's just different. Just went 5 minutes up the road and then back home (it was dark).
I'm pumped and exhilarated! But man, those road bumps can be harsh on the stock seat!
the doubts and fears have faded a bit, but I'm sure they'll be back. I hope to try to use them to remind me to practice my quickstops, safety, visibility, and defensive riding.
Thank you to everyone for helping me explore a new found source of excitement and fulfillment.
sorry for gushing, but DAMN it was good!


