Chels, now that you have explained it I understand. My shoulders and neck were killing me when I first started riding. Nerves and tension as much as learning to wield a 500 pound bike around.
I know what you mean about being in pain. I live with it 24/7... well, not quite...I can sleep ok.
My spine is a bit crooked and the hips are out of whack, so consequently my hip and low back are usually in a state of pain. My job doesn't help the situation, either, but one must go to work to pay for these toys we so desire.
Oddly enough, when I am riding, my back is ok...just like when I go horseback riding....it doesn't bother my back.
Now browsing in a mall....that's a killer for my back and hip.
Sorry to hear you had an accident. I hope you are recovering.