It seems that almost everytime I ride, I will shift into neutral instead of second at least once.

I get so mad at myself and upshift kind of extra hard after that.
It usually happens when I MOST need to accelarate out of my current position.
Why the heck do I do this.

I don't even have to look down for the green light anymore, I can feel and hear it.
Will I ever outgrow this?
I at least feel better admitting it.
Flipper